neoko-mimi

When she was born, I was only a 1 year old And you were just a tiny little baby. So I don't remember how you were. But we got along and loved you like my very own, And took care of you. But then another one came along, And I was a 2 year old, And he was just a tiny little baby. So I don't remember how you were, But we didn't get along. I hated you I guess, For always getting the attention, For being what my mother wanted in the first place. Which I didn't realise, saddened me. She hated him too, And he hated her in return. And would argue and go to war on each other. Which I hated of course Cuz family aren't meant to hate

I stared at them, at you. Wondering how lucky I am to have them, to have you. We started out distant but grew close in the end Yet in the end, we had to part for our separate beliefs, our separate paths and dreams. I was too naive to think this would last, that nothing would change. That this would last But I was wrong. You say you will remember me and we would see each other no matter what. When I actually know you won't because there would be others who are better than me And you would forget me. I'm so scared I would lose you, all of you but I can't do anything but watch you walk away. I'm so scared that I cry at night because I'

Adults are annoying, Because they think they know everything. Parents are worse, Because they treat you like kids. They annoy you, shout at you, Even for the smallest things. They harass you, call you, Just to check up on you. You say you hate them, But they will never hate you. Because they love you, That's why they will always fight over you.